Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in Toolchik18's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, October 17th, 2001
7:55 pm	chats yeah i'd have to say random chats are fun as hell. just mess with people's heads. cant wait till i get my shit back together. i'll have to do it more often FEEL THE WRATH OF ME (Comment on this)
5:59 pm	poo face damnit i hate not having my computer. but i'm not going to cry about it. dads ok, moms good. steve is getting smarter. the incubus concert was amazing.. hoobastank was incredible. hhaaaaaaaa then there was the tool concert. oh my fucking god. the best concert i believe i've ever been to. anyways, so i've been seeing people on and off around raleigh. dave is cool. it just really sucks that he's holding a torch for his ex. (they've been broken up for like 2 1/2 years or something) guys with baggage = me not dating them. he's gonna make a good friend. he's all about being cool though. we have tons in common. but damnit why! anyway, i have andrew too. i think i'm really falling hard for andrew. he's such a sweetheart. he's so shy. he did take me out to lunch the other day on our break from work. heather had a great idea. say, "because you bought me lunch, let me buy you dinner." that way i take it away from work, it still is considered friendly but its also considered a date. i really think its a good idea. when i get back to raleigh i'm gonna do it. unless he does something first, of course. (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 11th, 2001
10:18 am	tummy ache Well, in the event that i should DIE, please contact my mother. eh, i feel horrible. my stomach is pretty much tore up. anyways, i went to a concert last night. i have to say that i didn't think that i'd have fun... believe it or not i had a blast. thank you MEGAN! honestly i don't know what i'd do without megan this summer. she has made this summer completely worthwile. heather on the otherhand hasn't done much to make me feel welcome. other than that i've just been toying with the idea of love interests. lets see... there's brett (guns and roses.. hehe) who i always get along with, always makes me laugh. but i'm not sure about anything with him. he's 23... never had a girlfriend, ummmmm weird. then there's dave. now dave, to me, is sexy. there's just something about those shoulders and arms engulfing me when he hugs me. mmmmmmm. then there are people at work like dan and andrew. now dan has a girlfriend but he's sexy as hell. andrew is a sweetie, not sure on his status. eh, i've got to go to work tonight. my speedy shifts are getting quite annoying. 5 to close?? that's ridiculous. i've told my manager dorothy that if i don't get more hours then i'm going to have to quit and find a job that wants me there. getting scheduled for 10 - 13 hours a week just aren't cutting it. cannot make rent with that crap. grrrrr. thats my rant for the day. back to the trashcan goes my head. ehhhh.... (3 Comments |Comment on this)